And it happends as my heart felt

And it happends as my heart felt..

Once she replied to me and said that I also want to go with you to Paris and europe, its my dream and I'll fulfill it with you. Suddenly, something I felt in my heart and i said ... I'll go, but maybe alone, not with u and you won't be with me by that time, and I'll miss u so much. She started crying and said no u will not go alone, I'll not let u go, I'll go with u, else u will not go, i am nothing without you. 

She got afraid and she added more, I'm afraid of your stupid feelings that always become true. U got everything u wanted in your life, u got me, and i know u are optimestic person, i can see in ur eyes u are always hungry for ur dreams to fulfill. 

I try to make her calm, i start laughing at her that I'm kidding and u got emotional? At the Same time, my heart was in terribile state, because i was feeling what i told her.

And now I traveled around alone as my heart felt long ago, and yes i was alone, she wasn't with me, it has been so long, that she's not part of my life anymore.

 Sometimes we really feel about something that May happen with us in future. I personally don't believe in this theory but it always become true with me. This is not the only time, there are many even Sometimes i feel and i know today what gonna happend with me tomorrow. 

I just wish if this only feelings shouldn't became true.  

I traveled as i saw as i felt. i did everything at my best but I couldn't change what i felt and i traveled alone. Life is nothing but Story of us.