My Current State of Mind "Thoughts"

"One thing I've learned to this day is that life can't be lived only through beautiful words. But life has taught me so much that I know how to live every word and every moment. I don't expect anything from anyone, nor do I look for any support. My nature is such that whatever the circumstances, I keep smiling, meeting every stranger as if they were well known to me. Perhaps that is why some people think that I need them, but those who truly know me understand that I never need them nor have I ever used them.

Well, life is not just about happiness; it is the sum of different emotions we experience at different times - sadness, happiness, ups, and downs. I never feel afraid of sadness because I believe it's a part of life, and I don't always want to stay happy, as sudden loss can happen and I don't want it to destroy me. I hardly dwell on the future, and I'm not fixated on the past. For me, life is all about the present. If my present is not good, how can I expect my future to be better? The past is already gone, so why should I care about it? Life is something I've never fully understood, and I'm sure I'll never fully understand it."

"It's 2:01 AM (midnight), Wednesday,  July 19th,  2023"